Hi

I also had PND after my first child, couldn't stop crying didn't like the baby at all, got tested got treatment and all was well. Don't feel ashamed it is caused by a chemical imblance in your body, all the goodness went into the baby and placenta and has to be replaced.

I used to snooze when the baby did - left the housework, hubby had to fend for himself a bit! I was running a pub so had to deal with that as well - it does go away - but get help!